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Tales of the Gods
A king and a merchant, both stripped of everything, ask a forest sage the same question in different words: why can't I stop grieving what was never really mine to keep?
King Suratha had ruled well, or thought he had. For years the kingdom of the Chaitras prospered under him, its granaries full, its borders quiet, its people fed. He hunted in its forests, judged its disputes, guarded its temples. He believed, as most kings believe, that a kingdom well kept stays kept.
He was wrong. His own ministers, men he had raised and trusted, turned on him in the way that betrayal always claims to be reluctant. They seized his treasury, his army, his throne.
It was the ordinary, unspectacular way most kingdoms actually fall. Not by the sword of some foreign invader. By hands that had held the crown's own seal. Suratha fled into the forest with nothing but his horse and the clothes on his back, a king by birth and by nothing else anymore.
He built himself a hermitage of sorts, near a lake in the foothills, and lived there in a kind of numb, ongoing grief. He was too proud to beg for reinstatement and too broken to stop thinking about it. Every day he walked the same ground in his head. What he should have seen. Who he should have trusted less. How the throne had felt under him, and how it must feel now under the men who took it. He could not let go of a kingdom that had already let go of him.
It was near that same lake that he met a man named Samadhi, a merchant, and their stories, it turned out, rhymed uncomfortably. Samadhi had built a fortune over decades of careful trade. Then his own wife and sons, impatient for the inheritance, stripped him of it and put him out of his own house.
He had come to the forest carrying the particular pain reserved for people betrayed by those who were supposed to love them, rather than merely serve them. He did not rage at strangers. He raged, quietly, at breakfast tables he no longer sat at.
A king without a kingdom and a merchant without a family.
They had nothing in common except the one thing that mattered. Neither could stop wanting back what had already gone. They spoke of their losses for hours by the water, going in circles, each conversation ending exactly where it began.
The rest of this story, read aloud, and a new one every day.